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[16 May 2007|01:45pm]
Well Hello, Hello Livejournal.

I checked this website last night for the first time in a long time, and It's nice to see that some people have stayed faithfull to thier journal. I, personaly, and more in touch with people now through Myspace.

Anyone who still does read this, I will update you on my life as of Wednesday, May 16th, 2007.

I am expelled from school, now in the process of trying to return because i need it for my future.
I am Still playing guitar.
I am Single, I do not have a love life as of now.
My family is doing fine.
I listen mostly to Emocore, hardcore, screamo, reggae, trance, and dancehall now.
bands such as Alesana, Drop Dead Gorgeous..etc.

I went to see Incubus live last month, it was amazing, amazing, amazing.
My hair is still long, and curly.
Im pretty sure im Bi-Sexual.
I will have my eighteenth birthday in 5 months.
I smoke ciggarettes now, Im not happy about it, and I think I would like to stop. A pack and a half a day is too much, and unhealthy, and it has been going on for almost one year.

I am seeing Ben next month, although he is only allowed to leave his group and stay with me for 2 days. Im still excited.
Guy is visiting for 7 weeks! Im very excited about that.

Everyone comment this entry, I would like to see who is still using Livejournal, and I would like to see how everyone else is doing.

Good Day.
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<3 [25 Dec 2006|08:17am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Merry Christmas to All,

........And to all a goodnight!

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Im 17 tomorrow. [29 Oct 2006|12:15pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

We held hands on the last night on earth.
Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees,
screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves.
It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated
along the bottom of the river.
So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea
and the shattered seasons lay,
and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease.
In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner."
The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide.
We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes
of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress.
The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn
as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop.
The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime.
I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked
if you would accompany me in a quick fall,
but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two.
I rode alone.
You said, "The cinders are falling like snow."
There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty,
bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence.
Of blue and grey.
Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our names in the flesh of the city.
The sun was stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon
and the darkness is a mystery of curves and lines.
Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward,
and somewhere in the wilderness we found salvation scratched
into the earth like a message.

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[20 Feb 2006|08:00am]
Happy Birthday Carine!
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[30 Dec 2005|06:39pm]
Everyone who Reads from this journal,

Keep this one on you friends list, But also add my other username,

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[26 Dec 2005|07:55am]

                MERRY X-MAS

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[01 Dec 2005|07:50am]
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[07 Aug 2005|05:26pm]
i have decided to make a update to praise the life of kathleen delanie farrell

shes a sexy mess

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[12 Jul 2005|04:22pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]


[_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] want to get in my pants?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] take me out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] cut some rug with me?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] have sex with me?
[_] have a fling with me?
[_] let me buy you a drink?
[_] buy me a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] give me a piggyback ride?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to suck me?
[_] want to cuddle wit me?
[_] want to hook up with me?
[_] want to have sex with me?

AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

[_] thought about me?
[_] thought about hookin up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
[_] wanted to have sex with me?

ARE Y0U...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin bout me?
[_] going to repost this so that i will return the favor

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[08 Jul 2005|01:59pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I was tagged by : Debbie

List your current six favorite songs, then pick six other people that have to do the same.

1. Love Rollercoaster - Red Hot Chili Peppers

2. Nothing Else Matters - Metallica

3. Free Bird - Lynyrd Skynyrd

4. Swing Swing Swing - All American Rejects

5. Hands Down - Dashboard Confesional

6. Holiday - Greenday

7. The Remedy (Acoustic version) - Jason Mraz

tagging:List your current seven favorite songs, then pick six other people that have to do the same.

Victor, Dani, blah, i dunno everyone has done this..

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[05 Apr 2005|04:20pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

- Hell0 all, im not goin to write about whats been goin on since my last update because that was well over a month ago, so fuck that idea. Just updating to like i dunno, have a final enty for this journal. Im gonna make a new user name.

...yea, ill let u all know when its made

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my one update, is just a bunch of shit, haha [03 Mar 2005|03:30pm]
[ mood | drained ]

001) What time are you starting this? today
002) What is your name? Avi
003) Date of birth: October 30, 1989
004) Sex: Cootie carier
005) Height: almost 5'9
006) Eye color: hayzelish blueish-greenis-yellowish
007) Weight: 127
008) Location: brooklyn
009) Where were you born? brooklyn
010) Have you ever failed a grade? no
011) If you have, what grade did you fail? none
012) Do you have crush on someone? .
013) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? .
014) If so, what is his/her name? .
015) How long have you been together? .
016) What are you wearing right now? AE sweatshirt, AE pants, and someshoes and lots of hair.
017) Would you have sex before marriage? yea
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? no
019) Are you a virgin? yes
020) Do you smoke? no thanks
021) Do you drink? sometimes
022) Are you ghetto? ..no
023) Are you a player? no
024) What are your favorite colors? Green, Blue, Pink, Black, Orange
025) What is your favorite animal? dont have one favorite
026) Do you have any birthmarks? dosent everyone?
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? nope
029) Have you ever beat someone up? not really
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone? Probobly debbie
031) Have you ever been slapped? tons of times
032) Do you get online a lot? yup
033) Are you shy or outgoing? outgoinggg! whoever knows me, knows that
034) Do you shower? of corse
035) Do you hate school? most of the time
036) Do you have a social life? yea
037) How easily do you trust people? not too easily
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends? no
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? maybe
040) Would you ever sky dive? yes
041) Do you like to dance? love to!
068) Have you ever been out of state? yes
069) Do you like to travel? no
070) Have you ever been expelled from school? not yet
071) Have you ever been suspended from school? not yet
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown? yes
072) Are you spoiled? i wish
073) Are you a brat? Nah
074) Have you ever been dumped? Yes
075) Have you ever gotten high? not yet
076) What's your favorite drink? redbull, water, snaple, green tea
077) Do you like Snapple? love it
078) Do you drink a lot of water? yes yes yes
079) What toothpaste do you use? I dont read what its called
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager? ..fnck..neither
081) Do you have a curfew? yes..=[
082) Who do you look up to? Billie Joe, James Hetfield
083) Are you a role model? I hope so
084) what name brand do you wear the most? Converse, AE, gap?
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear? nada
089) Do you like taking pictures? not of myself
090) Do you like getting your picture taken? Noooo
091) Do you have a tan? HAHAH!
092) Do you get annoyed easily? yes
093) Have you ever started a rumor? no
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?..no
095) Do you have your own pool? yes
096) Do you have any siblings? Yes
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs? none of the above
098) Have you ever been played? i dont know
099) Have you ever played anyone? never.
100) Do you get along with your parents? no way..
102) How do you vent your anger? i dont..i hold it in, or somtimes punch walls
103) Have you ever ran away? yes
104) Have you ever been fired from a job? no
105) Do you even have a job? yes
106) Do you daydream a lot? all day
107) Do you have a lot of exes? not rly
108) Do you run your mouth? yes
109) What do you want a tattoo of? jack skellington, and lotssssss others
110) What do you have a tattoo of? none yet
111) What are your favorite flowers? i eat flowers
112) What does your ex look like? Cute
113) What does your most recent crush look like? short
114) Have you ever been bitched out? yes
115) When was the last time you bitchedsomeone out? 2 days ago
116) Are you rude? i can be
117) What was the last great compliment you received? i dont recive honest compliments
118) Do you like getting dirty? yeaaa mannn
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie? Innie
120) Are you flexible? not to flexible
121) What is your heritage? 100% idiot
122) What is your lucky number? orange
123) What does your hair look like right now? a tree
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian? i was for 4 days.
125) When was your last real heartbreak? .
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? straight midnight black with blue tips.

128) Would you ever date someone younger than you? yes
129) Would you ever date someone older than you? yes
130) When was the last time you were drunk? dont know
131) When was the last time you went on a date? fridays?
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex? give
133) Have you ever given? ?
134) Have you ever received? ?
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder? no
136) Do you have one now? no
137) How many rings until you answer the phone? i dont awnser the phone
138) Have you ever been skinny dipping? yes
139) If yes, when was the last time? last year, maybe a little less?
140) Do you look more like your mother or father? mommy
141) Do you cry a lot? yes
142) Do you ever cry to get your way? No
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be? your arm
144) What's your favorite phrase? "bogus"
145) Are you the romantic type? yaaaa
146) Have you ever been chased by cops? haha etan!
147) What do you like most about your body? i hate it
150) When was the last time you threw up? i dont throw up
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? burnettes.
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like? schooly
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?
156) Have you ever fucked someone up? no
157) Have you ever been fucked up? no
158) What color are your underwear right now? blue, white..lala
159) What theme does your room have? emptyness?
160) What size shoe do you wear? 10 n a half
161) What jewelry are you wearing now? none
162) What is your screen name on AIM? prosk8ter775, laymeedown2nite
155) Is your best friend a virgin? yes
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public? yup
164) How are you feeling right now? tired
165) When was the last time you were at a party? i party alone when im not invited to one. lol
166) Have you ever given a lap dance? yes
167) What do you sleep in? naked
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? yea
169) What is one of your bad qualities? all
170) What is one of your good qualities? none
171) Would you marry for money? no way
172) What do you drive? my dad gave me his jeep wrangler. yay =]
173) Have you ever given or received road head? ...
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child? mommy
175) What does your username mean? metallica song (download it! seek and destroy)
176) What's your favorite journal to read? whoever updates
177) When was the last time you cried in school? ...
178) Do you wear Chucks? HELL YA~!!!
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy? id do it for 4 dollars
180) What time are you finishing this? 3:53

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